FOREVER CASSIOPEIA

tired..

Thursday, January 6, 2011 @ 8:31 AM▲

how long will u make me wait??

sometimes i really feel like giving up..

but the memories that we hv together....

i cant let it go.....

it cause me great pain.!!!

cant u see??

how long will u say that u HOPE the day will come someday...

by just hope and no actions..

do u think anything will happen?

do u really want to see me divide between u and them...?

but i love all of u.!

people change u know....

i always say that i will wait for u for how long it may takes...

but will all that hd happened....

my heart feels like they wont beat anymore.....

my tears wont come out anymore...

do u want me to go blind!!

i miss uguys!

i really really miss uguys!

how can u do this to me>?

what did i ever do to deserve this...

all this while i been loving u unconditionally!!!

without anyone knowing!

but u do this to me and ask me to wait and support u!

BULLSHIT!!!.

im tired....

im to tired to love u again and again...

im tired to cry because of u every single nite....

im tired confessing my love for u...

but I blame myself for all this f****** s***...

i hate myself..

i hate myself!!!!!!

why cant i stop loving u>?

why cant i love other people as much as i love u?

why do i feels like i betray u if i go out without u knowing..

if i listen to another person...

and how could u put on a smile while u heart is bleeding..

how could u pretend to be happy while its killing u....

just say what u really want to say..

please stop this drama...

its killing me....

lets go back to the good old days okee>!

we will be much happy together!!!

please...

i beg u....

OH GOD... how long i will wait>?

what if i wait and wait and wait and wait..

for the day to come..

but it never come>?

then, what will happen to me.. to u.. to us>?

why>? why>? why>?

i thought everything was going to be back to normal...

but its getting worse nowadays....

what should i do...

i cant stand seeing u cry...

but i cant do anything..

i cant even comfort u.....

its killing me to see u cry because of the BS!

AHHHHH.....

its tiring uknow.!!!!

but.. we gone to far anywhere...

so i will wait for u for how long u want me to wait....

i will make this experience while waiting for u is a fun one.!!

i just know that the day we will be together again will come.!!

stay strong.!

and please knoe i love u too much!

HIMNAE!

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